February 1, 2022
Embarassing. I visit this place on a few occasions where there is a party with all of my relatives there. I was given a gift of fine electronics, a computer which I put in a backpack. I saw one of my aunts. The aunt who worked at the Library. I went over to say hi to her. On each of these occasions, I came on to a different aunt. I have 3 aunts. Then on one occasion upon leaving a room full of plainclothes security guards was a room I went to. The white security guard was te one who spoke to me. The other security guards were all Chinese and sat silent and looked stern. The white security guard handed me a note about me coming on to my aunts and telling me to stop doing it. I said "I have other problems. I often think of killing myself with a heroin overdose." Upon saying this one of the Chinese security guards stood up and said nothing.
The security guard walked me out. I said, "What are you going to talk to me about tomorrow?" He laughed.
Night time. I walked up the street. The aunts also gave me ome food. They looked like common non edible plants like grass and branches and clovers. I ate them anyways. They were tasty.
Night time. I was waiting at the bus loop. Some Chinese male. College students were there. One of them wanted to see the mouse that came with my computer. He hooked it up to. His computer. He said it was a new modern mouse.
Night time. I took the bus and forgot for sure where I lived.
Thursday, February 3, 2022
I was in Dawson Creek again. What were the chances of that? I was in a house. A large open pit basement below where I was standing. I poured a cooking pot full of hot water down into the basement to clean it. All I did was just pour one pot full of water. When I did that, the whole basement below just flooded. There were some dead rats floating but also dead people who were prowler who were hiding crouched behind a washing machine that was white in colour.
I went to this country club house. It was modern and made with tan colored stones. I saw a soccer coach wearing a blue polo shirt and he was sitting down. I said, "Your name is August Robard but I know someone with a similar name, Jason Hobard. I also know someone named Matt."
As I left he stood up and we exchanged a fist bump.
I heard a voice that said, "Don't take anything for granted."
Friday, February 4
Weird.
I was getting it on with a lady who is old. I do have a fetish for women who are old. I tried to contact her again but couldn't find her. I then was on a bed massing the feet of a middle aged black lady. Strange feet. Her right foot only had 4 toes. The left foot had toes as long as fingers. The bottom of her feet were yellow but the top of her feet was black.
Then coming home to Vancouver in a bus trip from Dawson Creek. I thought my luggage was in a building a block away from the bus station but it was in the bus station. I didn't bring any of my clothes with me in the luggage. I even forgot what clothes I had. End of dream.
"Dreams make good stories. But all the important things happen when we're awake." Jason Momoa, Duncan Idaho, Dune 2021
"Dreams are messages from the deep." Dune 2021
Shortly after seeing this movie, I lost all my fear of dreams. For three months last year I had an intense fear of my dreams.
Saturday, February 5, 2022
At a restaurant with my girlfriend who is now in a wheelchair. We each had two cheeseburgers. At the end of the meal I was going to pay. She said, "Tell them that there was no lettuce and no mayonnaise." she wheeled herself away to a vending machine to get us two treats.
I went to pay for the meal. A fat middle aged Russian man with receding black hair and wearing a white tank top was there as a cashier. He was the owner of the place. As I paid I told him that my girlfriend said there was no lettuce and no mayonnaise.
"She lies. She will have a fall." he said.
I then emptied out some coins onto the desk. Some of the owners coins were already on the desk. As I was trying to count and sort out the coins, "1,2,3,4, $5." I was saying, the owner got up and left.
I was waiting for my girlfriend but she didn't return. Dream over.
I had a nice dream before this one, but now it's totally forgotten. Although it was vivid at the time. This dream seemed kind of dark.
Tuesday, February 8
At a train yard. One couple hugged and another person was envious of that. He turned a train car full of burning coals. Then the small town was on fire.
Going back to the house where I was staying in that town, there was an evacuation alert because of the fire.
I was still looking for my shoes while others were waiting for me. Then the dream ended.
Wednesday, February 9
Night time Dream barely remembered. I went to visit an Asian restaurant. An old Singapore man was the owner of the restaurant. Ordered some food.
Then I was at haunted Craigdarroch Castle. A few haunting ghostly people. There were some large rats some caught in glue traps. Some rats ate some of the food I had gotten at the Asian restaurant.
Great dream.
Morning nap dream.
I was looking up on the internet on my tablet looking for my father.
Then at a park, sunny day. A lady was leading a large dog. She was walking there along with a guy. Then the large black dog with curly hair on the leash hugged me like a human. It was a very warm and reassuring hug. The dog's head was on the right hand side of my head as we hugged. Me and that dog hugged for a long time. For a second, I wondered if the dog was my father's spirit. Then I saw she had another dog, a golden dog. The black dog was very friendly. The lady didn't mind that I was hugging the friendly dog.
I've been waking up quite afraid for quite awhile especially during my daytime naps. That dog dream I had was to reassure me, I think.
Friday February 11
1st dream. I dropped acid, £sd, and walked around.
2nd dream. I visited Thailand.
Saturday, February 12
I saw my old friend Sharon. In the dream, she showed me her breasts. I wrapped my arms around her from behind and pulled her up onto a couch as she was lying down on the carpet.
Sunday, February 13
I was in a food store in Chinatown Vancouver. Although it was daytime, the store had no lights and it was dark. I was in that store with my father and my sister. Then someone said that gangs attacked yesterday with swords. Then it was announced that the swords were back.
One Chinese man said, "I'm scared."
We all ran out in separate directions. After I ran out I was worried about my father and sister.
Soon I saw the gang on the street slashing people with swords. They were long silver classic Chinese style swords with a line down the center resenbling a leaf. I ran behind a fence. I got the message that they wouldn't attack anyone who was going to Philippine languae school. Strange dream.
I was then on the North side of Keefer Street between Gore Ave and Jackson Ave. I was in the middle of the street. Then more gang members shoeing up with swords. I looked to my right and saw a huge yellow tarpaulin lying in a fenced yard. I was wearing a yellow raincoat and hid next to the tarp as camouflage. I was wearing jeans but the tarp was on a pile of leaves so my legs were camouflaged. The gang didn't see me as I lied down and looked at them. Note yellow is an angel color but in China is also the emperors color. The word yellow in Chinese is Wong, same as the word for King but spelt differently. They're homonyms.
I saw the gang slashing with swords at a man wearing a coat made of newspapers trying to climb up a wall. Then I saw that once the slashed through the man, there was no body. He was made only of paper.
Then the Police showed up. There was a small black Police military vehicle that reminded me of vehicles referred to as pigs in Ireland. The people were fighting and arresting that gang.
I went to hide out in a house. In that house was the young version of my old friend Koon from the elementary school days. Koon must be old now, about as old as me. Koon said tat because of the gang we might have to stay hidden forever. I panicked slightly.
Dream over.
Tuesday, February 15
I moved into a new apartment near a University. I was talking to a guy who was with me, my new room mate or else my spirit guide. I told him that when I first moved into a new room it took awhile to get used to. After some time I had gotten used to the new room.
Then I was in University studying nature. I did an aerial cartwheel at one point. I went into a classroom. 2 ladies and besides me, there were 4 guys. Two guys seated to my right sitting perpendicular at the table we were all seated at, were both named Bill. They verbally introduced themselves. There was the open doorway to this small classroom behind the Bill who was seated closest to me.
I since thought that Bill is a name for the Police in England, Old Bill. Maybe those two guys were young Police Officers. But couldn't a person be named Bill and not be a Police Officer?
I hope that this is an omen that I could move to an apartment near a University one day. Hopefully UBC. I would try to study Humanities 101 as anyone can study that course for free.
Wednesday February 23
I went to the moon. I was with a few people. There were things to eat on a tray for each of us. I saw the Earth. It was so big in the sky. I tried to determine how the moon revolving every 28 days would affect our experience.
I met a lady who had some weed in a baggie. I smoked some. The effect was intense but short lived. I decided not to score. I asked her where I could get some weed that wasn't as intense but longer lasting. She was put off that I didn't want to purchase the weed that she had.
