Friday, June 2, 2023
I was part of a movie as an extra. The movie takes place on a chartered bus driving in North Vancouver on a rainy night. The bus drives from West to East on Lonsdale Highway and even crashes sidelong into a wall at one point but it still recovers and makes the journey. In the distance on the bus, I saw Mick Jagger.
Then I step into a doorway and see a lady from high school. She said that a student named, "Andrew Steffanopoulos doesn't look as good as he did in high school. He looks wretched now."
I told her that he gave me a light blue Polo Ralph Lauren sweater but the sweater is expensive new in stores, about $500.
I then met a movie star actor that was in the movie I was in. He was short and had medium length dark hair. He took me to a department store and bought me some expensive gifts. I asked him about a Polo sweater.
He then went to the cashier and had two small bags one in each hand. He approached the cashier with his back towards the cashier and arms fully outstretched horizontally to the side, placed the bags on the cashier counter. It was all one elegant smooth move.
Then I saw Mick Jagger. I said, "You were just in the movie we were in. What's the movie called? Freejack."
He nodded. I asked him, "Do you know me?"
He answered, "Yes, I do."
I made the quick connection that Rolling Stone is a connection to the carved white stone slab I was rolling downhill in during that fantastic one million stars out of ten once in a lifetime Royal dream that I had.
Mick Jagger appeared to be about 35 and was wearing a light beige V neck, smooth, thin, non itchy sweater.
I was then in a crowded restaurant resembling an old style large German restaurant with lots of picnic style benches. I sat at one bench. I pulled aside the table cover and started drumming to the music. The drumming became part of the music. There was a Black lady and her two children who sat next to and across from me. The Black lady to my left, her son to my right and her daughter across from me. I said in a Black imitation voice, "Hi, ladies and gentleman. What's happening to the music? I'm playing the drums here!" The Black family sitting around me laughed when I said that.
I thought of going to a Chinese restaurant and getting beef slices fried with ketchup, onions and sugar. I looked up on a hill and saw the number 22 Rupert bus going from North to South.
End of dream.
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I woke up really missing Vancouver. I should have stayed in Vancouver. Why did I ever move here? Vancouver is more real. Kitsilano, 4th Avenue, Point Grey, UBC is the real deal. Heavenly vibes.
"LA is mine but it ain't home, New York is home but it ain't mine." Neil Diamond
He is singing about a point that a lot of people get to if they leave their home town and live in another town for years. As someone on the internet said, 'Going home is going back not just to a place but also to a time. The place is there but that time era in history that you once knew is no longer there.'
I think of UBC during the 80s. It's all right but there was no internet. Whatever video games they had in the arcade was awful. Pac Man, Tetris, Donkey Kong. Tetris is good, but not as good as Android Apps like Subway Runner.
I hope I have a chance to live in Vancouver long term again one day.
I can go at any time. Pick up a few minimal essential needed items and just start over again. It takes less than a year to fully set up once one starts over again.
Saturday, June 3, 2023
I was in Vancouver at UBC. Then at night I went to an old high school friend, a Korean guy named John Lee. In the dream, he lives at Trimble Street. I noticed there was an ant in my shirt. When I went outside to the landing at the top of the stairs outside the front door of the house to shake out my shirt, I noticed there were many many ants and some ants were incredibly large with large pincers in front of their mouths.
Then I was in Dawson Creek working at a restaurant. I was looking for my friend Tracy Fortan. I saw her but only from the side. She looked very young. I was going to a small grassy hill in the restaurant and levitate cross legged and then do a perfect backflip at the top of the hill.
A Black guy who works as a cook at the restaurant and wearing cooks whites showed up. I told him that I loved women. Someone walked past and then made a gesture with his finger. I worked at a small table making pies. I said, "Did you see the gesture?" I was amazed that I was so outgoing.
I was also amazed that I was in Vancouver earlier in the day and now I'm in Dawson Creek.
The hill was then covered up with restaurant kitchen furniture so I couldn't do the backflip. I worked some more at the restaurant cleaning out garbage cans.
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Although I never experienced it, that is a reality. A person could be in Vancouver walking down Robson Street and shopping at 11 am, then be at the airport at 1 pm, be on a 2 hour flight that takes off at 2:30 pm and at 5 pm, be in a restaurant in Dawson Creek. That would be a slightly culture shocking experience.
Sunday, June 4, 2023
I was at a Chinese restaurant. This restaurant was dim, and had brown wood walls. I wanted to order an R2D2 brand smoothie which comes in a yellow and white and blue plastic pouch package. The white and blue is R2D2. The smoothie was not available. The owner and his wife were there and the owner gave me a pair of matching knives. The knives looked like table legs with a round piece of wood in the center of each. I swung the knives around.
Then I went to another Chinese restaurant. It was a restaurant with white walls and round glass tables covered with white tablecloths. I still had my knives with me.
Then there was a flood that was coming. All patrons were evacuated. Me as well. I flew to an open covered cab in the back of a pickup truck. A window was open in the side and I got in through that window.
We all then located to a small restaurant up on the mountain of North Vancouver. It was a small restaurant with a different menu than the previous restaurant.
I saw something Royal. It was a round emblem about 8 inches wide. Above the emblem was written the word ROYAL.
Monday, June 5, 2023
I met a friend. He invited me to his place. Night time setting. He lived in a basement suite. We talked and then he asked me why I was burning a glove because gloves are made with a toxic plastic in the polyester.
It was a plant that was burning in an open glass box on the small coffee table in his living room that he was referring to. I was so angered that he said this that I didn't want to be his friend anymore.
I went out into a parking lot. I brought my things with me. Then someone asked for my things. It was a robbery but without a gun. I refused. I looked through my things. I had a miniature robot that looked like a mini silver Robocop. I tore apart this robot. It had interesting pictures of me with some friends including an old Oriental friend who I had. But this Oriental friend is very angry. I threw the broken parts of the robot into the waters of the bay. This was all happening at night.
Then I saw a huge television advertisement on a billboard sized television outside that sometimes friends are feelers for organizations and corporations. I then was thinking that the friend who accused me of burning a glove was a feeler.
Then I was at the Police station. I told a Police Officer what happened. Then the Oriental guy showed up. He said that the robot was his. I got scared. The Police Officer said to the Oriental guy, "You are in the right. You'll win this."
I then remembered that the robot was mine. End of dream.
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It used to be that every blog post heading on my edit page had a thunbnail picture showing, that is, if I posted any pictures. Now some do and some don't. Blogger is glitching.
It glitches for years. My view count is frozen at 2. It used to show videos for the video links I posted. Now it no longer shows any videos to video links I posted years ago. This is a system wide thing. Google runs a broken platform. The future is getting worse.
The movie Shutter Island says that the word dream comes from the German word trauma which is also the root word for trauma. Dreams are a trauma. I could agree with that.
It can be a lose lose situation, dreams are scary and being awake is scary.
But I can also be a win win situation. Dreams have a light casual feeling that you don't want to wake up from. And waking life is heavenly as one gets a chance to listen to music and to watch YouTube videos.
Thursday, June 9, 2023
I was on a public bus in Vancouver. I said, "Why don't I take the way that gets me to Vancouver in 20 minutes?" I was thinkng of a SkyTrain that gets from Victoria to Vancouver in 20 minutes.
The bus went under a bridge and I saw two small thin buses about one seat wide. I said, "Those buses remind me of the mini buses in Thailand!"
Then the bus stopped off at an area. There was a traffic jam at an impasse ahead. The bus was to turn right.
There was a crazy guy with weapons, a knife, then another knife and then a sword. I fought him and one after another I took the two knives and then the sword from his hand as threw it away. I wrapped a chain around his neck.
I got him on the ground and lying on his stomach.
I bent his right leg back and held his right hand behind him which was handcuffed. I yelled, "Where is the Police?!"
He had a girlfriend who was standing there and looking at me. She looked disheveled and wearing disheveled clothing and had ruffled blonde hair which was short to medium length.
End of dream.
Friday, June 9, 2023
I was at a thrift store. I wanted to buy a book. I went to the cashier to ask about it. At the thrift store, I told a man who worked there about my angels dream.
"I was in a hallway with an arched ceiling. It was a narrow walkway with a wall on one side and a railing on the other that overlooked one floor below.
Then I was told that someone wanted to meet me. I cried bittersweet tears. There was a male and a female angel. I saw lots of people in my dreams but the angels were different than normal people because they were glowing from the inside. The male angel said to me, "Everything is happening according to schedule. You are on the right track." The female angel answered a question I had, saying, "Yes!" "
Then I was in Vancouver in the dream I realized that I wasn't just visiting Vancouver. This time I was staying in Vancouver. I began to miss Heather.
Then I was at a place. There was a man standing besides me. My spirit guide? He seemed managerial. Then I saw two ladies. I hugged both of them but the second lady, I gave her a kiss too.
Then I was on the street. I put my finger in a change dispenser. Coins fell out off a bottom slot. Just then a black and white Police car pulled up and asked what I was doing. I told them that previously there was a vending machine and I did the same thing.
End of dream.
Sunday, June 11, 2023
I saw my stepsister and stepmother. At first we were all facing a counter that was a vending machine at an amusement park. My sister was next to me to my right and my stepmother was next to my stepsister to her right.
I tried not to think any untoward thoughts about them.
Then I was seated at a table. My stepmother was seated at a table in front of me. It was a sunny day at an amusement park. I told her that I had almost $8,000 in the bank. I also told her that I thought of going to London, that London, the capital of England. But I told her I didn't know if $8,000was enough to do it and that I am nervous about traveling. I also told her that I had closer to $7,000 in the bank actually.
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Not true. I certainly don't have $8,000 in the bank.
Monday, June 12, 2023
I was riding on a bus. To the left of the bus I saw a lady at a mini store and her large naked beasts were over the counter. I asked the bus driver to stop and I ran over to her. I said that I recognized her from a porn video. As I talked to her two male security guards wearing blue t shirts with a yellow vest and a white X on the back of the vests. They talked to me for a second.
Then I went to another place with the lady. I laid on top of her and was getting it on with her. She then went to the washroom. As I was waiting for her, my old girlfriend Maria showed up. She was young, thin, in her early 20s with dark curly hair. I told her, "This is an art exhibition and I'm doing a display."
She said, "I cat imagine something like that."
I said, "You don't have to imagine. You can see for yourself."
The prono lady came back from the washroom but now she was wearing all her clothes. She wore a dark blue polo shirt."
I told the porn star what I said to Maria. I also said that the porn star's name is Angela and that is like Angel.
The porn star in my dream resembled the late great Kitten Natividad.
Strange dream, for sure.
A couple of days ago I had a dream I was in a singers club and there were lots of naked women around me. As one lady was laying down, I was clicking her (censored). I hesitated to talk about this dream because people might think I'm crazy. If that's the case, it's way too late now. People have been thinking for years that I'm crazy.
Tuesday, June 13, 2023
I was with some people at a display exhibit in a glass room. They were talking about Natives.
Then I was at a place outdoors and I saw Barbra Streisand. She sang a song. She kissed my shoulder. Then she walked away.
Then I saw Michael J Fox. He was wearing his Back to the Future Marty McFly clothes, the red vest and the jean jacket with the inverted triangle on the upper arm. I told him that I am a fan of back to the future. I also quoted a line from the movie. He didn't seem happy. He seemed sad.
I also made sure to tell him that I once wanted to get Marty McFly clothes back in the 80s.
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I did want to get those clothes in the 80s. The best I could do is to get a brown vest but I did get that exact jean jacket. The stores was selling it for over $100 which was a lot of money in the 80s when minimum wage was around $5 an hour.
Monday, June 26, 2023
Afternoon nap.
Very disturbing.
I was on a beach. There were some members of a cannibal tribe there. There were two victims on one side and a cannibal father and his two young sons on another. The cannibal father said it was up to the children whether to let the victims go because that was an option. The cannibal children said that they were hungry and needed to eat now.
I telepathically felt the disappointment, anger and fear of the victims towards the sheer selfishness of the cannibal children.
That's human nature. Often humans will exploit others uncaring of the feelings of others.
Thursday, June 29, 2023
I was at my old high school. I was in a classroom. I tried to sit with an old female classmate. Another female classmate showed up. They both had blonde hair. I was about to sit at a desk next to them but then someone else, a guy, sat there. I told him that was my seat. He grabbed the chair and walked away. The girls said I could still sit there and use another chair. I was angry. I went after the guy who took my chair.
I then saw Adrienne Clarkson. She was old but was walking with me and very friendly.
She was giving me advice. I asked about Saul. She said he would be going into space in the next year.
Someone gave me a bag of Chinese restaurant take out food. There was a green flyer from the restaurant in the bag. I gathered that the restaurant was on Kingsway and Victoria, on the Northwest side, on Kingsway, on the North side of the street, half a block West of Kingsway and Victoria in Vancouver.
I spoke some Cantonese to Adrienne Clarkson but she did not say a word although she seemed to understand what I was saying.
I then went into a Library on Main and Pender on the Southeast side of Main and Pender. I was looking for my high school friends. At that time I was in the dream, I actually thought I was 17 again and would see my grade 12 friends about to graduate. A few people saw me in the Library including some security guards. I was carrying a gun for some reason but no one seemed to notice. Strange dream.
I then realized that the Main and Pender area was of the Strathcona Elementary School and that the high school, Britannia High School was about a mile East of the elementary school.
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I'm 53 years old yet in the dream, I actually thought I was 17. That there could be any chance that I could be 17 now. In the dream world and afterlife, a person is young again.
Friday, June 30, 2023
I went to my dad's workplace in Vancouver. I walked to one end and had to to to the bathroom. I picked up a piece of garbage and two long black hairs off the ground and threw them in the garbage.
I walked back to where I started and then was walking back to the other end where my dad was. When I started it was noon but now I sensed it was 12:25. I remembered that he didn't have an hour for lunch but half an hour which is why he finished work at 4:30 rather than 5:00.
I walked up some stairs. There were a couple of women walking behind me and talking. I walked quickly not wanting to hear them talk. I saw a slight hill going downwards. I made a Bruce Lee yelp and I slid down the hill. At the bottom of the hill was his coworker who I sensed his name was Alex. He sat there wearing blue coveralls. I opened a door and went into the lunchroom. There were a bunch of workers seated around a rectangular table. My father was seated there his back towards me. I saw the left side of his face. On the wall opposite my father was some windows which let in the white light of the day. I said, "Hey dad!" I thought he'd be proud of me with all that I accomplished. I sensed he heard me but he didn't say anything.
It turns out his lunch time was from 12:30 to 1:00 rather than from 12:00 to 12:30.
I was then outside of my dad's workplace. There were a few people seated around a table. There was a couple of young Oriental ladies seated on a hill near the table. I sensed they would be impressed with all the trivia questions I answered correctly on a trivia app I have installed on my tablet.
On the table was a small pile of books. One of the books was a thick children's book about zoology. I said, "The last time I read a thick book like this was a book about Donald Smith and Craigellachie. Why did I mention that book? My mind is weird like that."
A man sitting at the table said, "I read that book too. Don't worry my mind gets weird sometimes too."
I thought of going to the library to see what good new books they had which I could borrow.
