May 1, 2022
The News said that there would be a flood that would reach the second floor. I was at my cousins house. Why do I keep having dreams about them? It is said that dreams are the subconscious mind trying to sort out the information from the previous day. Try lifetime previous. I haven't seen my cousins since 2003.
I saw my cousin Jan. The flood was coming. The dream seemed so real I thought I was actually there and not dreaming. Jan forgot her red headphones and red jacket from the first floor. I ran down to get it. Dream over.
Wednesday, May 4, 2022
Afternoon nap.
I am at a place with a few people around me sitting on the floor. I am lying down and there is a guy sitting down above my head and he is massaging me. I sense that he is connected to Joel Osteen. Then I see Joel Osteen walk in with a lady who is probably his wife Victoria. I didn't get a good look but which other lady would he be walking with? Joel Osteen is wearing a white long sleeve shirt.
Friday, May 6, 2022
Afternoon nap.
I am at a thrift store. There is a set of stairs leading to the second level which is a balcony that wraps around the entire perimeter of the store. I see my handicapped girlfriend Heather there and she is in a wheelchair. The second floor balcony has a set of tracks for a wheelchair.
She is next to a fending machine and there is an attendant there.
On one side of the balcony is the set of white stairs that I walked up. On the other side is a winding S shaped blue colored slide which I slide down standing up. I slide down fast and dance a little bit striking a confident pose. At the bottom of the slide I walk past two people attempting to go up the stairs so I could slide down the slide again but then the dream was over.
Tuesday, May 10, 2022
I found a white plastic bag full of half birthday party balloons open at the bottom. A few of them in a paper bag attached to a string. I thought of a Simpsons cartoon. I grabbed the set of strings that bag and then I flew. It seemed so real. I flew into a supermarket. But I temporarily lost my ability to fly. Then I flew up again.
"Vancouver!" I shouted.
Then I flew up into the cables of the Granville street bridge. One side of the cable was red which was the part I was walking up in. The other part of the cable next to me and parallel but also slightly above me was grey. I walked up partway of the red bridge support cable then I got a fear of heights and started walking back. I asked a construction worker how to get back. He said to grap the ends of the support pillars of the cable. I was descending the cable slowly. Then the cable ended. There was quite a drop to the road below. I wasn't sure if the bag of balloons would work this time or not. I looked down to the waters distantly beneath and looking to my right, I saw the grey cable. I felt scared and trapped. Then the dream ended suddenly. It seemed so real at the time.
Thursday, May 12, 2022
Weird dream.
I visited someone who was the Godfather. He was a fat young man. He coveted a poster that I had and also an army shirt that I was wearing that had a small silver Police badge pinned on the left collar.
I visited him to give him the poster. I didn't want it anyways. When I visited him this second time, Madonna was there. She asked me why I didn't punch him. Then three young female boxers showed up. They were wearing black tank tops and black boxing gloves and had hair on their chins. I said, "The three Billy goats gruff." One of them said, "Did you call us the three Billy goats gruff?" I felt ashamed that I said that. I told them that they could punch me for saying that if they wanted. They then gave me light playful punches. As I was leaving, the Godfather guy asked me about the Police pin. I said that I didn't want to give it away. I then asked him if he covets a lot of things that people have. I then said, "What if you coveted their personality? Could you be able to have that too?"
I was thinking he wanted the Police pin so he could impersonate a Police Officer and have his way with women.
Then I was at a gathering. Someone said that they were short on ham and cheese. They needed someone to drive in a car to the grocery store to get it.
I volunteered to do it. Before I left someone was talking about owning a company called Noble Rockets which built rocket ships. I quickly went to the store and came back with the ham and cheese although I don't remember doing it. I must have teleported. Someone was eating the ham and cheese.
Then I was told there was a birthday party. My cousins were there. Those cousins again. Why do I keep having dreams of them? It must be because I think of them intensely or that maybe they're thinking of me intensely.
When the cake was brought out and I was about to slice it, I first sang Deck the Hall's with Boughs of Holly. "Fa la la la la, la la, la la." They all laughed.
Then the song was sung, "Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Star Wars." As they sang this and Star Wars was mentioned, I well up and started crying tears of joy. I like Star Wars.
In real life, I walked past an Italian restaurant in town. The staff entrance door was open as the delivery man who delivered food was there. On the side of the door that's usually closed to the public but was open this time, I saw a painting of Marlon Brando as the Godfather. This must have been the catalyst to this dream.
The Godfather in this dream represents my fat lady friend in a wheelchair. She coveted my time working for her which I gave her. But then she is coveting more time which I refuse to give her.
Noble Rockets. The catalyst for this was last night I was looking at Google Maps of Vanier Park. A truck was there and the company that truck belonged to is Noble Cranes.
Tomorrow May 13 is my birthday. I don't know if it's actually my birthday. I've never seen my birth certificate. All I have is my father's word but he was a compulsive liar who lied often even when he didn't have a reason to lie. May 13th is suspect. It sounds like a holiday and indeed May 13 is mothers day in 1973, the year I arrived in Canada. He must have told the authorities who prepare ID cards that.
May 13 is 5 + 1 + 3 which adds up to 9. This year is Star Wars 45th anniversary and 4 + 5 equals 9.
9 is the Imperial Royal number in China. When an Emperor visited a region of Hong Kong known today as Kowloon, as mountains were also referred to as dragons, the Emperor asked someone how many mountains were in that region. The person said 9 dragons. The Emperor said that he only counted 8. Then the person said, "You are the 9th dragon." As Emperors were also referred to as dragons.
Kowloon means 9 dragons.
When you dream of someone it means that either you are thinking of them consciously or subconsciously but if not then it means that they are intensely thinking of you. I generally don't think of those cousins. They represent a less evolved time in my life and are variables in an equation of regression. I don't know that they're really my cousins since I've never seen my birth certificate. All I have is their word. To be introduced to people who pass themselves off as something but without the standard empirical documentary evidence to support that is anathema. And I've never met the cousins on my mothers side of the family, only on my father's side which is a rip off. Life has given me a raw deal. Well, I only got about 20 or 30 years more to worry about this bullshit and then I'll be dead. Then I will no longer be a member of that family, not even on an ostensible level.
I'm not sure that there is a heaven. From my experience of dreams, when people die, they go to the same weird wacky place that they always went to in their dreams. Religion is just a racket to make money through assuaging people's biggest fundamental fear about what happens after death. And to provide an incentive to be good, like Pavlov's dog. If you're good you go to heaven. If you're bad you go to hell. But there are no absolutes probably even in the afterlife. There is only a mixture of forces so that relativity is discerned. How can you know good without occasionally experiencing the bad?
Sunday, May 22, 2022
Last night in my dream, someone, a man, at a department store next to a glass counter with wood borders called me a Prince. He handed me a wooden ruler that represented length.
Tuesday, May 24, 2022
I went to the Northernmost island in Canada. In the dream I got an impression that its an 'L' shaped island. Ellesmere Island. I checked on Google in my dream and later on today in real life. Ellesmere Island is the name of the island. Then I teleported home.
Then I was at a racetrack, dark cloudy day. The racetrack was an L shaped look and the cars were traveling counterclockwise. I had a remote control. I guided my handicapped lady friend Heather's car. She was in a 4 door white family car. Then the car went off the road behind a building. The car screeched back full speed but Heather wasn't there. She was off in the distance behind a building next to the track. It was a family in the car instead.
An island North of Canada. Ellesmere Island exists and its the Northernmost Island in Canada. What this means I don't know. Maybe I'll have a high position in Canada in the future. I doubt it would be politics. I don't have a politician's nature.
Heather will be moving away. One day if I were to look for her, she won't be here. She's only here for another week or less. Then she's moving to another place. I will miss her. The future is uncertain without her. Caught between Scylla and Charybdis. On the one hand if she's here, every month after another I'm working 7 days a week for her. A lot of the time she says I don't have to work but I've become habituated to pushing myself to work for her. But it was something that I know. When she moves out, it will be a future that I don't know. She was someone I could talk to regularly. She is a sounding board. When she's gone, I will have days where I will talk to very few people or else no person at all. The future is so uncertain and I fear it. Joyce Meyer said whenever fear arises to just say, "I trust God."
Saturday, May 28, 2022
Part of a much longer dream, I saw the King of Thailand in my dream. It was the previous King who died. He was sitting in the dark. There were wooden shelves behind him on either side. He was wearing a long sleeve tshirt or else it was a white Buddhist monk robe. He was sitting on the ground cross legged. There were stairs in front of him. The stairs descended so that he was on the top of the stairs, elevated. I walked down those stairs and looked up at him. He had black hair and tan skin and glasses and he looked shiny, slightly sweating. He looked more vivid than people in this dimension do. If this dimension is 1080p resolution, he looked like 8K resolution compared to that.
I googled King of Thailand and saw a picture of him in a red uniform. I recognized his face looking so vivid and young from the dream.
What do Royal dreams mean?
Monday, May 30, 2022
I was at Granville Island in Vancouver during the day, a cloudy day where the sky was white. Heather wearing a black t shirt and in a wheelchair was with me.
It was on this day that I found out that this day is the day that she moves out.
Tuesday, May 31, 2022
I was going to get my old light blue 74 Toyota Corolla again. But it drove away. Michael Gross of Family Ties said it had an antique clunka clunka sound. I thanked him for the advice. I recalled that he gave a lot of good advice on his television show.
I saw a lady with large breasts. I was lying down with her. Then another lady with large beasts who I previously knew entered the room and was looking at us. This second lady was standing at a window with a sunny day day.
Then there was an escalator going up with two large plastic screens about 4 feet apart but with an opening beneath. I lied down flat on the escalator to get through the open slit space at the bottom. I saw an East Indian lady. She said I had 93 messages. Then I saw on a calendar lots of drawings of Chinese birds, swallows next to pink Chinese characters.
