Saturday, May 1, 2021
I was at some place, an apartment. Someone told me I couldn't leave. I jumped down three floors of balconies, grabbing the railings one floor at a time as I descended.
Round the corner and I find a multicolored t-shirt. It's a good disguise, I thought. I ran down the suburbs, night, I sensed it was cul de sac area. Then I saw a black guy wearing a blue polo shirt holding a machine gun. He was standing in what is referred to in hockey as the breakaway pose. He was a cop and he was looking for me! He walked towards me and talked calmly to me. End of dream
Tuesday, May the 4th, 2021
I saw William Burroughs! First he was in a booth which reminds me of his orgone accumulator that he built. There was curtains in front of him the whole time. The curtains only went down so far. First he was in a booth in a hotel area that I was staying at. He told me that he was going to die soon. I noticed that he had pulled his pants down and it was hanging around his ankles.
"....I saw my mother...."
Then the booth with him in it teleported to a house at UBC. He told me again that he was dying. I then left.
Someone about 30 years old, curly brown hair, glasses, sitting at a desk who works at the University said, "William Burroughs is dying."
I then ran back because I wanted to ask him if what I read was true, that people see ghosts of their dead loved ones just before they die. I ran back to ask William Burroughs that. William Burroughs in the dream was evasive and noncommittal in his answer. He said, "I saw a few people. I saw my mother." And then he was dead. But I noticed that again, he had pulled his pants down and it was hanging around his ankles.
The weirdest dream.
I released my Ants cartoon today. Often relatives or celebrities can appear in a dream the day I release a cartoon. When I released Ghostseekers 2, on that day, I had a dream of my father.
"There is no evil like the face of total need." William Burroughs
Saturday May 8, 2021
Early on in the dream I saw Premier Christy Clark. Her left side profile only was facing me and she was smiling. She was wearing a dark blue blazer. This was in a crowded room.
A couple days after this dream, I downloaded an app about the 16 Voivodeships or Provinces of Poland and remember them all. Plus quizzes which I passed with 100% eventually. The Provinces have different names in Polish than they do in English. Warmian-Masurian in Polish is Warminsko Mazurski and Masovian is Masowiecki, Lublin is Lubelskie and Lubusz is Lubuskie in Polish. I think it's like that with a lot of other countries too.
A series of scenes. I was with someone in a car. I then felt I had to get out of the car with this person, my spirit guide. Then I sensed we were at the US border but it reminded me of the Southwest corner of Lougheed and Austin aka North Road.
We crossed the street, there was a gas station and a forest beyond. Turning right up a forest road we came to a neighborhood that reminded me of North Burnaby near the Dolphin theatre. "Ashton." I sensed was the name of the place.
Go into a gymnasium. A bunch of people are wearing white jis and practicing karate. There is an area stairs leading to a second floor in the faraway corner or the gymnasium. Me and my brother are there. We each have two light up plastic lightsabers. "This lightsaber fight is going to be epic." I said.
We go into the other room connected next to this area briefly and then return. The lightsabers were half out of batteries!
I sit at a park picnic table with my spirit guide and there is another picnic table to the next of us that is empty. A red van belonging to the landlord couple of the rendezvous I always visit in my dreams in that town between towns, my secret town that I found one day, a lone light blue single story bungalow hotel.
Anyways, the van pulls away and I see a sign hand written on white paper with black felt pen. "Closed for the pandemic. Will reopen May 2021."
Near us, me and my spirit guide, the red house behind us was locked and closed. There was a white house next to that. I go to the white house. I recognise seeing the room earlier full of people but it is now empty and there is an Asian couple there just standing there but they stood there in a way that let me know the place was closed. The room had two picnic benches which was the basis of the restaurant.
Monday May 24, 2021
Hypnagogic voices:
Go into Google DeepMind.
Death is always foreboding.
Thursday, May 27, 2021
Jumping off stairs with my arms up above my head.
Then sitting in a lotus position meditating but also levitating. A stone banner railing an East Indian man with a blue turban and others are watching me.
I go into a crowded room. I see Wendy, a lady I used to know. When I saw her I didn't like it and I sat away from her to avoid her.
"I'd rather die of a heroin overdose ten times over than to do this exam!"
In a crowded room people are sitting at a table. There is a small stack of exam papers in front of everyone at the table. I was seated at the head of the table. I looked down and didn't want to do the exam. So much so that I said, "I'd rather die of a heroin overdose ten times over than to do this exam!" I left the room in a huff. Just outside the building I walked down a short path and turned left. As I did, two cops were there. Plainclothes wearing a shirt but big, muscular and I knew they were cops. They were concerned that I said what I did about heroin and suicide.
At first the two cops appeared on my left as I was headed left. Then one cop stayed to my left standing there and the other cop moved to my right. Classic goh set up; surrounding me. They were concerned and didn't say in so many words, "Even though you're a ghost in the dreamworld, that's still not a good thing to think! Not at all!"
Then I was into another room lying down on a purple couch. They were pumping up and down a big red syringe. Blood was leaking and squirting away from it, there was so much blood. I looked down at my left forearm. It had a diseased metallic pattern on it.
I'll tell you what I think I saw. Prince Harry wearing a black military uniform. Military hat, red ribbon across the hat. He was holding his left arm outstretched, arm slightly relaxed and holding a fist palm downwards and he was wearing a white glove.
Sunday, May 30 2021
Part of a longer dream now completely forgotten although vivid at the time. In a room. There was a young nearly naked Chinese lady to my left on a bed next to me. A Chinese guy was standing behind her wearing a white tank top. I made a move towards the Chinese lady. Then the Chinese guy crouched lovingly and protective against her and his shirt changed colour to black! I've seen this before as my old girlfriend in Thailand in a dream was next to me in a bed wearing a white shirt which changed color to red! Anyways then I saw a black girl with a round black afro hairstyle crawl towards me like a panther. She was wearing a light blue v neck t shirt. "Come here." I instinctively said to her. Then me and her french kissed for a long time. A long time. Her tongue inside my mouth was moving around, very long and with a strange steampunk texture and also a snake-like texture.
As I went out on a walk this morning I saw a black girl with very similar hair styles. I wouldn't ordinarily do it, but I said "Good morning." to her. Although she was wearing earbuds, she turned to me, smiled and said "Good morning." Nice.
Sigh. Then I saw Queen Elizabeth. She was standing alone wearing a light purple blazer, skirt and tower hat fascinator. There was a chair and a white carpet behind her. A voice said, "Queen Elizabeth usually doesn't say much during these types of occasions."
Then my upstairs neighbour, 'Brienne of Tarth', a tall blonde lady who lives above me moved some furniture enough to wake me up. And strangely this happened on two other occasions where I had a Royal hypnangogic wake up dream. I don't know if I should describe them. Things are crazy enough as it is. On one occasion I heard a voice say "Royal." Then Brienne of Tarth' makes a noise, moving furniture, cleaning her room. In the morning. The noises are never too loud yet just loud enough to wake me up.
I won't say who but a lot of women are very beautiful, her body is a sexual wonderland yet bafflingly, she has no lovers. How can a woman who is so astoundingly hot also have no lovers? Baffling.
Pictures to follow but my life has turned into a to-do list. And apps are so distracting. Like Andrea Perron said, "These apps have a way of taking a person out of themself."
And I still have my wheelchair PCAD cartoon to do which will be completed before the end of the year. When I do it is is usually when I get bored of the apps, I've played them enough now with the same 7 moves over and over again. Time to give drawing a try. When I draw it's like zen. I'm drawing but also not drawing otherwise it becomes labour intensive. I do have a vision for my cartoon although it's about 80% done and there's only about three or four main scenes left. So much to do.
Dreams are strange but why do I get Royal dreams all the time? It's like a Royal machine. Churning it out again and again and again. No one has given me an adequate explanation and isn't that the forces of life for you? Give something and then get nothing in return.
I asked my girlfriend and she said "Royalty has an interest in you and is watching over you."
Royal dreams can make me feel there's something wrong with me, like I'm crazy. In some countries they imprison people for saying something wrong about the Monarchy. But describing a dream isn't saying something wrong. On the contrary, people want to hear about this including Royalty themselves and it's up to the streets to know and decide whether or not it's true and the street has a way of knowing.
Prisons are an extension of the military. Just like the space program. There's domestic and foreign military or else internal and external military as one somewhat mirrors one another. The actual foreign military also has Police, Fire Facilitators, Paramedics, Doctors, Hospitals, Prisons. There is an undercurrent of military regimen and order in a prison or at least some minimum degree of that.
I don't re read my dreams usually and I should. It's just that apps, YouTube videos and DVDs, Blu-rays are very distracting and extremely so. If I re read it, half of it I wouldn't remember having and in a few years I'd forget most of it and have to re read it again. Re read it again every few years. Those dreams I couldn't go back to anyways.
Freud said it best when he said that there were some dreams he forgot immediately while there are others he remembered decades later.
The human species has no way of verifying whether the dream images as real. Does anybody or even an alien species have such technology? If not, then doing this is a waste of time.
