Thursday, February 4, 2021

February 2021

 


Thursday, February 4, 2021






I saw PaulR Taylor my old publisher sitting with some people at an office. There was offices with a window to them outside and a hallway and theee was a person sitting at each desk. There were three desks in the hallway. PaulR Taylor was sitting there! His orange shirt was unmistakable. Unquestionably it was him. Shy and dazed as I am, I characteristically turned away when I saw him.



Royal. I am always hesitant to talk about Royal things I see in dreams as people will think I'm crazy. 
Dream quick vision. Queen Elizabeth in the greeting room. Desk and fireplace is there. Open doorway to the left. A greeting chair is there. The wallpaper is gold with a gold design on it. Queen Elizabeth is wearing a gold patterned dress. Her hair is white, no crown, just a curly hair style.


Monday, February 8, 2021




At a park. Pathway, slight hill on either side. On the left is a forest. On the right is more forest behind a park ranger bungalow style cabin house. Someone approaches me and said, "You have Covid 19." He pointed to my right hand open palm. There is 3 large lines running latitidunally through, in the center line, there are two slight lines running perpendincular through the life line reminding me of Hindi script. Any cuts means blockages, cleavages, truncations, interruptions, breaks, whatever. When I woke up, I looked at my hand. Those lines were there! Dreams teach.
You have Covid 19. This could mean anything. It could mean that I had an asymptomatic form of it months ago and is now a harmless dormant endogenic retrovirus.
It could mean I could get one of the deadly variants of it. I'm ready for the afterlife which has a different time dynamic, different set of physics The days are a thousand hours long as you're awake for every second of it.






Oh what the heck. Another dream story about how dreams teach. 
A torn off top portion of a small paper bag. A woman's lips on the other side of that as if ready to kiss me. As a PCAD, putting on jeggings, "They're jeans, they're leggings, they're jeggings!" it's best to roll up the jeggings as if to resemble the torn off top portion of a brown paper bag. Then the feet are put through that hoop more quickly.

Thursday, February 11, 2021




I always hesitate a few days whenever I think I saw a strong hypnagogoic vision of a Royal Nature. But the image stays in the mind. I see things that remind me of it!
Like Marissa Ryan said, "They'll think I'm crazy and making it up! I think I'm crazy and making it up!"
What I think I saw was a series of golden doors in a golden room with dark gold ceiling and dark gold floor. Door half cut with a darkened opening at the top. Two Royal heads peered from behind the doors.


Thursday February 18, 2021


 I was flying well going up, up. 










Then I was in an arcade cement hallway to a subway. A bunch of people are running. We all are going to be arrested. I was squatting against a wall when the two cops arrested me. Long yellow coats, Grey stripe, orange coronavirus masks and an orange vacuum cleaner looking thing on a leash.








I was led into an elevator with others. I checked my left coat pocket. In it was the Queen's card.




Teleport. I was in another room, sleeping, dream within a dream. People around me are amazed. All Oriental people. "He's sleeping but having a good dream. He's saying Queen's card, I got the Queen's card. And he can't stop smiling!" Queen Elizabeth 2's card. People were coming in from other rooms to see my smiling in my sleep. 

Then I was in the dark. 






















Then teleport to the bottom of a ramped hallway at the bottom. I am leaning against the opening on the right hand side wall. Few people ran past me and out the opening and running further ahead down the street. The second person who ran past me turned his head to look at me. I sensed it was my half-brother. Then others ran past me all doing the same thing.
Then a cop car pulls up. Modern cop car. Silver lettering with a slight blue outline. On point, one cop ran to a point just behind me and stopped. Then the cop to left patted my left pocket and the cop to my right patted my right hand side pants pockets two taps each, I was wearing blue shorts at the time. I could palpably feel the tactility as they patted my pockets first the left hand pocket then the right even as I sat cross legged unable to move. Dreams teach. Patting the pockets on the outside is safer than reading the hand into the pocket if there is an uncapped syringe or an open blade in the pocket. Two cops on male and one female were in the car radioing to the Police station that they were dealing with a dead junkie sitting cross-legged leaning against a wall creating a spectacle. Two cops grabbed me by the arms and pulled me down to them as they were standing at ground level and I was sitting at a slightly elevated position. Cops were wearing all black uniforms. Illustrations to follow. Whenever.

This morning I wrote about how I want to give up on life. Seems are very symbolic. The ramped hallway, me sitting at the bottom leaning against a wall just next to the opening. That's the exit door of life, me of the many infinite similarly symbolic forms it could take. The cops are there concerned. This dream is in response to something I wrote about wanting to give up on life and even writing out a prayer for my death.

In another dream I had years ago, I was running down a hill towards a beach. At the bottom of the hill at the beach was a black metal locked gate leading to a black metal bridge that led to the other shore. I tried to open the metal gate. I couldn't. Just then, two security guard cops, one black guy, one White guy basically yelled at me asking what I was doing. When I ran down the hill it was still afternoon light. At the bottom of the hill when I reached the beach, it was night. That's all symbolic of death and suicide.

A few days before I had this dream, I wrote about how the BRAT  diet bananas rice applesauce toast helps with stomach indigestion. 
Then I had this dream where my younger brother looked concerningly at me as he ran past while none of the others looked at me. Brat means younger brother in Polish!

I must have a deathwish. Any dreams that involve a downhill run down a hill, a stairway or ramp and then there's a doorway of some kind at the bottom. Classic deathwish dream. 'The course of a man's life must run to its end. Anything else is a crime.' That's quoting an EVP from GhostHunters!
That's why the cops are there and often there are cops there to stop a person if that isn't their time to die but the will of their deathwish was strong enough to conjure such a symbolically consistent vision in the dreamworld. I must really want to die if I dreamed that.

Even with all the places I went to in the dreamworld,  I only scratched the tip of the iceberg. That's why I'm thinking my dreams, the settings would be unfamiliar to most people because they all go to other different places in the dreamworld. The dreamworld is a big place.

A Japanese man named Seiji Nakagawa who owns Space Village in Japan claims that he himself is from the constellation of Orion. He also said something interesting, "All the movies Earthlings think up are lousy! Of course they're lousy! Earthlings ideas about space are totally wrong. People in space don't have wars. Space is too big." 
The dreamworld is just as large a place.

After June or July of this year, Google will place a limit on photo storage. It used to be pretty much free, 100 GB which is a lot. That means unless I'm grandfathered in or someone can do something about it, what, I don't know, I won't be able to upload these dream pictures as well as I do. Google photos is excellent storage.
But with some companies, it started as 100 mb free then 200 mb, nowadays 2gb free storage from computer companies is no big deal. As technology improves, the free storage limit increases, kind of like a library.

Friday, February 19, 2021



I was on a street. There was an island of plastic things ahead. I was squatting and banging a rhythm on my right leg using an empty white plastic bottle a large square bottle.





Then on Davie Street lying down flat on the street my feet facing South. I lying on the Southwest side of Davie and Haro at where Hamburger Mary's is. It was a white skies cloudy day. I saw a line up of people. One of them was someone I knew from high-school, an Oriental guy wearing a dark grey felt coat. He smirked at me slightly.
Davie means king. 




This is the same street where years ago increased of four female RCMP officers walking shoulder to shoulder on a rainy night. They were wearing black plastic rain coat covers that looked like black plastic garbage bags.



Then I saw an interconnected network of audio machines, tape decks, cassettes, records, CD players on an all white background on a white table with red illustration arrows.


Tuesday, February 23, 2021




Afternoon nap. In an amusement ride that resembles a red and white striped round spinning top with a round opening for entry I was seated in the employee ride controllers seat. There was no one else in the ride which alarmed me slightly. There's usually people on. The ride was spinning. I sensed there was lots of people waiting outside to get on the ride but the ride was going at the time and they couldn't get on.
Red and white. It reminds me of a red and white Chinese paper lantern with a single hay and not a double hay written on it. White background red lettering.
White and Red are royal colours. Red robed Chinese Emperor. White uniformed British Royalty and Thai Royalty.
Red and white are also death colours. Red sky white clouds.


The saga will end. The story lives forever."
―Final trailer
Star Wars: Episode IX The Rise of Skywalker

One day I will die. But the story displayed here. That story will continue and live on forever.