Monday, January 27, 2014
On a bus going South on Knight St in Vancouver just between 1st avenue and Canada Way. I see my old friend from the past. I look upskirt because she happens to be standing there, and, uh, I see that she has revealed herself. A lady sitting to my left says, "Isn't that sweet!" knowing what is happening.
Then she sits across from me, I am sitting in the very front of the side facing seats at the back of the bus on the right side of the bus. Then I see her sitting in the middle of the side seats at the back of the bus and a guy is with her holding her in his arms, he is sitting in the front of the side seats.
I sit there as I close my eyes for just a second, thinking, "If you are not sure about something, don't look at it, don't pick at it with your eyes. But I am not jealous. I see couples all the time and then I look away. They are none of my business. Besides I have a few women in my life right now even though they are not with me right this second I remember with certainty that they are in my life." And then I know that the couple knows that I know that they know that I know that they know that I am thinking this.
Then I move to the front of the bus. I see them, they are standing. He is holding her. That's the last thing as I see as the dream ends.
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Tuesday January 28, 2014
I am in Chinatown. First, I fly down a flight of steps down a light green colored stairs corridor, wide stairs with a railing at the center, three sets of stairs, but I run down the stair in Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon style!
Interpretation: Riding the dragon. All staircases are dragons.
Then I am at a Chinese restaurant. I sit on a couch in the middle, where I sat is marked with an 'x' in the illustration. Some Chinese people were standing around me. I told some young Chinese guys dressed in white shirts and black suits, gangsters, standing around me, "I am part Chinese part German. But I don't have my birth certificate."
I go upstairs of the restaurant and sit on a couch. I sit at the seat closest to the window. There is a wall to my left that is a window, then it goes right then it goes forward then it goes right, parallel to a flight of stairs. This wall forms a number "3", curiously.
I only drew the scene without people. The three Chinese guys standing in front of me, one of them says, "We will hunt down your birth certificate. You said you were part German. He specializes in killing weak deer."
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Tuesday, February 25, 2014
In an upstairs hotel room in Dawson Creek where I was staying, my old boss presents me with a cheque for $27,779.98. He said, "This is for your art. We had a lot of good times." At first I thought it was $277 or $2,700 which would be plenty enough but sure enough, it was $27K. I looked at the time and knew it was about 1 pm in the afternoon and that the banks would close at 5. I said, "I will go and cash it at the bank now." He smiled like it was no big deal. If he could give me a cheque of that amount and it could be no big deal, I got a sense of how rich he is and how supremely comfortable his life must be.
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Friday, March 21, 2014
I was doing something and wanted to visit the beach. Kitsilano Beach. I ran down a hill and was at the fenced walkway leading to the beach,
an also fenced circular area and two park benches joined at the back facing away from one another one of them facing me as I ran down the path. I noticed it was getting darker not day anymore but I figured I still had time to visit the beach. I was at a parking lot. The beach was just ahead in the distance. It was dark night now. Running perpendicular to the shoreline, there was a creek between the parking lot and the beach.
Crossing the creek to the bridge was a shiny black wrought iron bridge. There was a square figure 8, eternity symbol, swinging contraption, an extension of stairs that would let people cross the bridge during the day but that square figure 8 was raised. I could not climb on it even though I was trying to.
A White security guard wearing a navy blue jacket said that the park was closed at night and that I had to leave. I ignored him and tried to climb on that bridge.
Then a black security guard or cop said, "Did you hear what he said? He said the park is closed. Do you enjoy coming here? Do you like smoking weed here? You have been coming here for years?" As he walked me away from the parking lot.
Interpretation: I was suicidal to some degree and was punching myself in the head and have a goose egg on the side of my head. Basically I was trying to die. Running down stairs, in this case running down a hill is a precursor to dying. That black wrought iron bridge was the bridge to the other side, and that black colour could only be the colour of death. I was turned back from dying by two security guards. Had I crossed that bridge in my dreams, I would probably be dead now. The Janus benches, past and future, life and death, dreams are highly symbolic, non-verbal. White cop, Black cop, Miami Vice.
In STAR WARS 2 Lego PSP, Episode 5 Chapter 4 Dagobah free play as Darth Maul with Sith powers, in one of the levels, he uses his Sith powers to summon a black metallic bridge so he can get to a ledge to get extra lego tokens.
White cop and black cop. A white star and a black star, aka a black hole.
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Dream, Saturday April 5, 2014
Dream: Walking in a cave a man and a woman. The ceiling of the cave is at exactly head height. The woman, not the man see an alien, just like the one in the Sigourney Weaver movies. The woman jerked herself up standing on her toes suddenly. This caused the skull of her head and upper vertebrae to compact down on the rest of her spine against the ceiling of the cave and accordion a few of the vertebrae down into one another like a collapsible umbrella. She was fast! Dead!
Interpretation: Dreams teach you things. That is a fast way to commit suicide, dying like the Chinese guy in Premium Rush, Joe Gordon Levitt. She quickly jerked herself upward against the ceiling of the cave to kill herself before the Alien killed her. Immediately she crumpled to the floor. Whatever you do, don't try this.
It was a ghost move that she seemed to know in advance.
She killed herself because she knew that she was the one the alien was mainly after. The alien would try to impregnate her. When she killed herself like that she made herself instantly no longer viable for that.
Since the egg layer is a female, this would typically exemplify the worst kind of interspecies lesbian encounter possible. Talk about Close Encounters of the Worst Kind!
Incidentally, Close Encounters of the 1st kind: Sighting. 2nd Kind: Landing. 3rd Kind: Sighting of extra-terrestrials. 4th Kind: anal probing a la Whitley Streiber's Communion. And why do you think they do this? They do this to all kinds of creatures across the Universe, to test the suitability as a vector for reproduction. 5th Kind: Impregnation of human female wombs using ovipositor.
In Victorian times, male homosexuality was seen as the worse sin while female lesbianism was either tolerated or not acknowledged. But according to the Cosmic Rule of Interspecies female lesbianism is the more dangerous instinct. A male homosexual merely deposits sperm into the unfortunate recipient, like the Mugwump in Interzone, as William Burroughs alluded to. The mugwump was a "sexually ambivalent" extra terrestrial. But lesbianism followed to the Cartesian logical ultimate of interspecies play, is where the female of one species deposits the eggs into the almost custom designed female womb of another species.
Starseed. The un-immaculate conception.
Burroughs was, of course, a member of the illuminati and he had inside knowledge and what he was alluding to but did not want to mention directly was that the mugwump with its male to male contact dynamic was a indirect reference to female to female extraterrestrial impregnating a human womb. The illuminati spent over $150 million each for the Aliens movies.
When I was growing up, my stepmother and it was always her and never the adoptive father who used that particular Chinese swear phrase, "Ding nay gor fie!" Very loosely translated, it means "I want to press a stick against your prostate, or kidney or any of your viscera." or it could mean, "I want to press against the interior of your womb with my ovipositor." My stepmother was illuminati and she probably had inside knowledge.
What my stepmother was also referring to was dragons. The dragon lady. You know how the Chinese are obsessed with dragons. Dragons, ETs, tomatoe, tomato. She was referring to something that might soon be a central part of the future within this lifetime.
My adoptive father used other phrases that only he used and that my stepmother never used, namely "Dew nay loe moe gor hie." which means "Fuck your mother's vagina." That phrase is the lingua franca or the coin of the realm in the Chinese culture. You hear it everywhere!"
Burroughs Interzone, or Naked Lunch predated the Aliens movies. Burroughs had to tone it down from the premise of the Aliens movies which is a tone down of the Alien inserts ovipositor directly into vagina and pumps eggs into the female womb. Too sexual. The movie had to tone it down. Otherwise, the Alien is born in the belly as a baby to land on a humans face to reimpregnate the human a second time, which is totally redundant, but that was the mechanism they resorted to. No way Hollywood would green light the real version!
ETs are essentially invisible and holographic but they will enter into this physical World as a solid form for two reasons: Eating food, namely blood, and reproducing. ETs like us need to be born in this physical world first because this physical World is the foundry or the mold caster, then ETs die and flourish in the after life holographic dimension like they know they would. There are many species of ETs, the blood drinking ovipositor egg laying ones are only just one species. Illuminati, the powers that be, again, tomatoe, tomato.
Alien ovipositor.
Wow! An ET action figure with the head that pops down just like the girl's head popped down when she saw the ET!
"It's no fun being an illegal alien." Genesis
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Sunday, June 29, 2014
Bedbug
Four bedbugs were on a metal pan. They were big. Animals in the dreamworld are typically all Guiness Book of World record sized ones. PMH Atwater talked about the heavenly vibration. PMH has a PhD. WHAM! Make it big. In the dreamworld, all animals are big ones.
These bedbugs appeared in 8K HD.
I light a lighter right next to the pan.
The bedbugs curled up. In the dreamworld, lighters have a bigger burn radius. Guns have a larger muzzle flare. Bullets fly faster and hit harder in the dreamworld, or the other dimension.
Interpretation: I always quickly squish bedbugs between my fingers when I see them. And I made a cartoon about bedbugs:
The bedbug community is very concerned about me!
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Saddam Hussein
I was sitting at a table with some people. All of a sudden Saddam Hussein appears behind me. He appears to be in his late forties, tan, slightly sweating, slightly shiny skin. He has mostly black hair with some grey but he has white stubble. He was wearing a brown t-shirt with a design on it. His belly was showing, in some typically ragtag spectral way often seen on people and things in the afterlife or the other dimension state of dreams.
I say to him, "You look pretty good despite the fact you were shot."
He said, "What?"
I said,"Nothing."
He was hung, that's what I meant to say. Basically despite the fact that you are dead.
He had a certain vibe. He was not jovial or cheerful. He was somber, fascist, stern, a little bit mean. But he had a bit of an ambassadorial bearing that comes from his high political conditioning. He was someone who existed on quite a few levels above me; he was a head of state, for God's sake. Interesting that Saddam Hussein would visit me in a dream. He was hardcore Islamic. He certainly wasn't a Christian or Buddhist or anything like that.
Saddam Hussein then disappears. About a couple seconds later a member of his security forces shows up with a dog. It looked like a pitbull or bloodhound. The dog bites me on top of the right foot. It hurt. The security guy had to use an instrument that looked like a cross between a can opener and the claw edge of a hammer and hit the dog repeated on the back, you could see the individual bones of the ribcage contoured on the dog. The dog let me go.
Interpretation: Dogs are protectors. Dogs protect lost wanderers from accidentally wandering into the gates of hell. I am protected.
Also, the dog bit me on the Right foot. In Islam, the importance of this can not be overstated.
It was good that the dog did not bite me on the Left foot.
When I was teaching English in Thailand, one of the schools I taught at was a Muslim school in a Muslim district. On one particular day, the class lesson was the fingers and digits of the hand. Thumb, index, middle, ring, pinkie, et al. I was required to draw a hand on the chalkboard to illustrate. I was very careful to draw a right hand.
Coincidentally, that night, at a dinner with some neighbors, I was served a Muslim omelette for dinner.
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Friday, July 11, 2014, afternoon nap.
I was looking at a photograph of my father at work. Large grey brick walls. He was sitting at a desk with his hand in front of his face. He was wearing blue plastic paramedic gloves. I could tell it was him because I saw the top right corner of his head. At a desk behind him, there was a silver early 80s ghetto blaster that I found on the street but had thrown away earlier that day because it had a lot of cockroaches crawling out of it. Gloves, anything over the face is a sign of death. However it is blue gloves and not black gloves or a black veil as that would be really negative.
2014 FIFA World Cup palm over face meme. Jesus with the palm over the face statue.
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Chinese restaurant. Lunch buffet.
