Friday, December 3, 2010

Dream, Friday, December 3, 2010

Dream, Friday December 3, 2010

In a car being chased by a Police car. Night. Weaving through other cars, then winding up in an alley turn right. Dead end, as in, a cement wall. Cops stop nearby. I surrender myself and my friend with me gives up too.





In a room full of Police Officers. Next to me a lady in a Police Uniform. I nod to her respectfully, she got the Uniform. I was in a very military state of mind.

Filling out application forms for the Police. "professions uncreepy" and sign here. I could not find that particular paper for myself.


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Dream, Monday December 6, 2010





In a darkened and crowded movie theatre. Everyone is kissing. Since this is First Night, we will have our First Kiss. I am with a English lady, slight with long straight but curly hair, her head looking like a bit of a pyramid. We are standing in the aisle. I put my arm around her to kiss her, but she says "Later," she leads me back to the chairs, she says she has to look for something. Typical woman, I thought and I also observed, annoyed, that everyone else was kissing except us. I wondered about a Native girl I met earlier in the dream with long hair and a ponytail, a slightly chubby but pretty lady with large breasts, I wondered if I shouldn't rather be with her.



Teleport. In a school gymnasium. I nod to one lady who is just a big head, nothing else, her right eye weird, compromised, but her left eye was big and OK. She has a slightly scary look.
I raise myself one inch off the ground and hover over to some other people on stage. Every once in awhile in my hover, I touch my toe to the ground for steadying and for reference. So I hover on over a few feet over to where some people are but to where this one lady, young, redhaired and with a grey t-shirt. She was kneeling down as if she was tying her shoelaces.



She said to me, "I hope that this doesn't affect your jewellry collection."
I say, "But I usually never wear any jewellry."
She said, "But everyone knows about your jewellry collection."
I said, "So you think I should wear my jewellry more often?"
The whole conversation is strange because in real life I am not any more into jewellry than the next man, less than average for me, I'd say.
Then someone said, "Walking like a Dawson man walks. Referring to my hovering.

Teleport. I am looking at a magazine cover of Bruce Lee. He and that Philippino guy from the Game of Death are there. Dan Inosanto has his back to the camera, but Bruce Lee is facing the camera, facing Inosanto wearing the yellow tracksuit with the black stripe. Also, Bruce Lee looks shockingly unrecognizably young, like 16 or 17 with that crisp immature undeveloped teenage look, but who else would it be, and in dreams, people you knew as old often appear very young.



Then pan to the left and there is two martial artists both in the air in the midst of doing a flying kick. One is flying over a man made pond like at Sun Yat Sen gardens and the other is flying over a path and this one is wearing a white long sleeve beer shirt with black sleeves, on the white part is writing, in Thai, coca cola; a Thai Coca Cola t-shirt. Coca Cola in Thai script written in red and something else on top of that also in Thai script but in a smaller font written in black.

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Dream voice, Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Dream voice: She's about to die. It's not her body that is going to lose her soul, it's her soul that is going to lose her body.

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Dream, Saturday December 11, 2010

I was at an East Indian assembly. All of a sudden the instructor told us to all turn our chairs around. I sat and then I noticed a friendly Native Lady who I knew. I sat next to her.

Still at an assembly, it was an East Indian assembly. I remembered placing my pot of finished seaweed soup under the seat of the front row of the theatre where I was sitting. A couple of young boys, kids, to my left also sitting in that theatre in the front row noticed me do that. I then remembered that I really did not care if I was in this at all or not and also remembered that I had to pick up a copy of Animal Farm 2 and also I remembered about my ten speed, just riding with a front flat tire, rim only and had to look for a bicycle tire inner tube that was 21 inches.




So I was leaving the auditorium and an East Indian lady said, "No, you can't leave right now!" She was wearing a red turtleneck sweater.



Dashing out, I heard her voice as she yelled after me, "You promised my kids that you would attend. If you don't attend, I will tell your instructors and this will affect your grades!"

I dashed out and left anyways, and she yelled after me, "You promised my kids that you would attend. If you don't attend, I will tell your instructors and this will affect your grades!"






I went to the Principal's Office to look for him. As I went into the Offices, I noticed a tall slightly heavyset man with a mustache in plain clothes escorting a criminal high school boy who was walking in front of him. I stepped to the side and let them pass and I made sure to look up and nod at who I understood was the liason Police Officer for the school. He looked at me, beaming nodding back for a moment but at the last second, typical Police Officer assumed his no-nonsense military serious look.






I then went to the outer Principal's Office. I saw the Principal, Norm DeLorme but he was an older, wormier version of my old highschool Principal who in all honesty, looks like Mr Weatherbee of Archie.

I then went to the inner Principal's Office and had to wait for someone else to finish talking with that Principal. Then I went in there and said to him, "An East Indian female instructor is really getting on my case. Her name is Mrs Kalbransingh She told me if I did not go to her assembly, she would tell my instructors and I would not pass. She did this to me a few times before!"
As I was walking out, I thought that I would, in time, explain to them that I really did not need a high school diploma as I was travelling to Thailand so I did not care whether or not I passed. I thought that a lot of expats in Thailand don't even have a high school diploma."

I stashed my bike earlier, so I rode my razor scooter down what I recognized as Renfrew Street Hill, heading North. I was humming the song San Lorenzo, Pat Metheny Group. On Broadway, I turned right. Still on my scooter, across the street, on the North Side of Broadway, some White kids all punky came out of an apartment. They were wearing black and white but all had dyed black hair, one of them, a teenage girl, I recognized as one of my previous girlfriends. She looked at me and I looked at her, but I thought that since she was with a group and this was a bad time, I did not talk to her, but I did nod to her and she nodded back.
Still going East along Broadway. At Broadway and Nanaimo, I know, in the dream Renfrew is West of Broadway, but in real life it is East of Broadway, but that's what I saw and recognized in the dream.
Right. On Broadway and Nanaimo, I get off my scooter and decide to walk up hill as it is steep. I would scooter again at the crest of the hill when it starts becoming downhill. As I was up the hill, I look behind me, that group of White teenagers is gone, they must have turned North up Nanaimo, but now there has appeared before me a group of Oriental teenagers, one of them is wearing red. Dream Over.
I did not make it up to the crest of the hill just ahead to scooter down the other side.


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Dream: From years ago




Exterior. Only in the dream, it was night time.



Interior of theatre. And they were showing a Chinese movie at the time and the theatre was full at the timee. I did not bother drawing the chairs let alone a crowded movie theatre full of Chinese people.

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Dream, Tuesday December 21, 2010 Afternoon


I was at a place. Assertive with some manager. "What?!" I say to him.

Then I am asked to leave. I think the place is a scam so I say out loud, "I know some phrases that Terry Edwards taught me and if I can remember and say them, it will fuck you up! I remember! You are just variables in an equation of regression to some square primitive world!" then I was escorted by the arm by a security guard. As I was leaving, I said, "You are just a conservative retreating into conformity!"

I saw my friend Marlo who said, "That is just one of the aspects of manic depression." as if he was advancing a psychiatric concept, referring to me, but not to put me down, but just making conversation.



I flew downtown. I was flying in the air like Superman. I was thinking, "Here I am flying again like I did before. I will show them what an expert I am as I am now flying away, escaping from them." I fly then turn left. I remember from a previous dream a few nights ago that, while my arms are outstretched level in front of me, both my hands clenched in fists, as I am flying like Superman, if I dip one arm down below the other, I will bank and turn, for eg if I dip my right arm below my left, I will bank and turn right.



I fly past and I see some people on a porch. They were people I saw earlier in the dream. There were two White ladies and a Philipino couple, a young Philipino man and a young Philipino woman who were married. The two young European ladies were seated, the Philippino man was standing and the Philippino lady was standing but she was standing on the elevated part of the porch. The Philippino woman who was standing on an elevated section which was the central part of the porch which emerged from the apartment on the porch, said, "There is that guy." referring to me.








Then I fly on and then I look down and see my friend from Thailand Maroon. He was young, and he had curly hair like an Afro that was a little bit shiny, some strands of curlicued hair reflected the light in tiny silver crescents atop of his head. I fly above him and then past him and I land on the ground. I say to him, "That manager was mean to me. He said to me, "Khun gumlung tum arai?!""
Maroon answered, "He was not mad at you. He was just asking you a question, "What are you doing?""

I fly on. Dream over.

Interpretation: Question: When I am in a dream, why am I the only one flying? I have never seen any other people flying.
Answer: Two possible answers. A dream is a very individual and private experience, even more than being in the womb because often a womb can hold twin, triplets, quadruplets, etc. A dream is an individual experience like having a pair of legs and arms all to yourself that you can move.
Other answer: In a lot of Third World countries, you can live in a lot of locales which are least travelled by tourists and if you run into a proper spell, you can be the only White man around and you can live in Third World small town after Third World small town for weeks, months on end before you see another White person. Like in a Third World, which is a pretty big place, where you can be the only White man and see not even one other White person for a long time, the Universe, ie the dreamworld is an even bigger place so in a dream you can be the only one you know, you see flying while at the same time, never seeing anyone else flying.

The Earth's gravity is too heavy. But on other planets with lighter gravity or if one day in the distant future, a machine is invented that lightens the gravity of the Earth, then people can levitate and fly for distances like people can float in a spaceship now above the Earth because it has a light gravity.
See, on a planet, if the gravity is too heavy, people can not fly very far or at all, if it is too light everyone, everything, floats out into outer space. A funky planet in which the artificial gravity is just perfectly balanced just so is one where people can float, levitate, fly, for long distances and land at will and fly at will. Landing is just a matter of clenching certain muscles or moving a certain way which has to do with structural engineering, the Bernoulli effect, aviation, flight science, some choreography based on that which will make a person land.

Maroon is younger than me, but in this dream, I am asking advice from him. In the dream world and in this world a person can ask advice from someone younger, duh, that's a no brainer!

The light that reflects the shine or the light of people's hair as ghosts, be it straight hair or curly hair, or Afro hair. What light?! It certainly isn't sunlight, like the physical sun of this dimension. It is what I call God Light.
Sigh, the Hari Krishnas are not the only one to subscribe to the idea of Godhead. Other religions do. In the dreamworld, one sees the God Light which is the light that hair of the people, ie ghosts that are seen around reflects. ie The dreamworld is closer to Godhead than this dimension.
That is why the Natives in the movie Black Robe said that "Dreams are more real than battles."


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Dream, December 23, 2010

I had a baggie of pot. I spread it out on a shelf with three girls in front of me. I then scooped up the wet pile of pot and put it in another baggie.

A drug raid. I escape but then I go back to get my bag of pot.



The Police are there interviewing the group that is there. They are looking for cocaine. Good thing they don't know about my baggie of pot, I thought. I sneak into the garage next to the room where the Police are interviewing people. I see the shirt and tie and suit Police Detective through the door at the top of some stairs in the garage, next to the shelf where my pot is.



As I reach for the pot, the Detective is right there next to me. I am arrested.




At the side of the house, a Police prisoner van. A Police Officer interviews a bunch of us.





At prison, we are lined up, us prisoners, someone next to me pulls out their pot supply and share it with me.

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Dream, Sunday, December 26, 2010




In an elevator. An Oriental lady next to me is holding a purse. I am holding a digital camera.

She says, "Nice digital camera."
"Nice purse." I say.
"Thank you for letting me touch your purse." I say.
She says, "Thank you for letting me look at your camera.

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Dream, Thursday December 30, 2010


I was at a place. There were a couple of piles of things on the table, like two waist moneybags. The person at the table said, these are the good drugs, marijuana and caffeine. And the bad drugs are all other drugs, alcohol, tobacco, cocaine, heroin, etc. I go into another room, there is upstairs, at a loft, a Philippino girl sleeping in a drawer.



I was walking out of a crowd of Natives gathered at an outdoor gathering. My idea was, to impress them, that I would be the one to sit cross legged and have my hands in a prayer position as I levitate out of there.

I saw a girl from high school at a table selling things. She said that she was "Extraordinarily horny."

I see a girl from this town, I worked with her at one time. Now, I see her at a restaurant where the White Spot restaurant would have been located, but it was a different town, with malacca grass overhangs, a tropical Singapore Sling, Chi Chi bar. I see her and she sees me, she is sitting on a barstool and says to me,
"Hi, sweetheart."
I say to her, "Hi, beautiful girl!"

I go into a room. I put my arms around a lady in the bed. Thai. Then her husband is there! When he realizes that I did not realize he was there, he did not get so mad.

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Dream, Friday December 31, 2010

At a tea meeting with a bunch of Chinese people. Older men. I drop a couple of toonies which fall under the white tablecloth covered table. I reach down to get them but there are other coins, older, more mysterious looking. The other men reach for their coins as I try to find my toonies. "This is my coin! Yours is there!" They say as they reach for their coins.

I look out of a venetian blind window. The blinds are fully closed. It is a cloudy day outside. Then I fly up into the cloudy sky.

Night. Storm. An Arab ship. I am one of the Arabs. Then the mast falls and hits me and I fall too, under the water. SPOV Spectator's Point of View: I am falling under the water. I look up and see the mast above me pressing me down so I can't swim back up. The water surface above darkens turning from blue to dark purple, then I look down and see that the sea bottom is near. Then everything black. A blackness like I have fallen asleep.

At a house, I am sitting at a table with a glass bowl filled with melted butter in front of me. I am eating shelled Alaskan King Crab legs. The bowl is full of ghee or the clarified butter as that is the best part of the butter, the churny stuff at the bottom is the grist. Ghee is an East Indian term.
Anyways, some people pass behind me, they are tourists on a tour of the house. They are delighted to see me eating Alaskan King Crab legs in melted butter.

Walking across the street from the South side of Blood Alley to the Glory Hotel.
"Well, here I am in *my hometown, again. I am certain that I made at least one other trip here in the last five years."

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Monday, November 8, 2010

Dream, Monday November 8, 2010

Dream Monday November 8, 2010




I was at some place. Down a hall, a door to the left. In it was a vast room. A ramp to the right going up. In the middle of the ramp to the right was a hallway. At the top of the ramp also a hallway leading away from it.




At the top of the ramp and old woman appears.She has white hair but a red sweater. She has nice breasts. I think she is sexy. I wonder where she is.






Then I turn around and see her heading down the hall with another old woman. I chase them.







At the end of the hall, they go into a room and turn left and as I think to follow them, I see my friend Helen. She has all brown hair, glasses and a funky beehive hairstyle, something like that. I decide to follow Helen, not actual name also as to disguise that I am into that old woman. I follow Helen and tell her about the old woman. Helen says, "Get to it and follow her then!"




Teleport. I am walking down an unpaved alley . Then to my right is a building with an underground garage opening. Someone says, "The King of China!" I sense that he is going to show up but I maybe didn't want to see someone that intense. I hide under some blankets at the back right corner of the underground garage. But I decide not to hide.






Teleport. I am at a house on Hastings St. It is the Chinese Benevolent Society house on Hastings and Dunlevy. They announce that the King of China is in the house and will soon emerge. I line up anxiously to the side with a bunch of others.
There is a martial arts demonstration with a line up of young men wearing black Chinese tunics swinging butterfly swords.
On two occasions, I see an old Chinese man, white hair, but with the facial features I recognize, "Jackson!" I call out. He is the John Lithgow looking kung fu teacher I once had. Harry and the Hendersons = Jackson, actual name, no last name given.
A short old European woman is handing out donuts as a snack. I go to her to get a donut and she said, "They said that you don't fit the guest criteria." But I stood and waited.




Transform. The place transforms into an auditorium. People sit in seats waiting. I see some regal looking Chinese men wearing those black 'wing' hats and also long long tunic robes that go to their ankles and on the robes were emblazoned yellow orbs or circles. They sat back in their chairs in the darkened auditorium waiting for the King to appear. The King appears stands at where he is at sitting near the end of the table, and points to a picture projected on a wall and reads, "Stephen Foster. You are skilled at computers and your good looks are legendary. Here is an award. You might consider joining us."


I run out with a bunch of people as the ceremony is over. Down the stairs. An elevator does not seem to work.



I give a Bruce Lee style kick to one of the elevator buttons. It works.



At the bottom a stairwell, a door that seems to be locked.

Teleport. I am running from the black riders of Lord of the Rings. Me and a couple of other people. At a kitchen a chef tells us, "Go this way!"
So we go into one room then another through door until we reach this room where two Chinese cooks are working on some machines.




They tell us to go through the garage door looking door. We go through.



There is yet another smaller room but also with another garage door looking door. We go through.




In the alley a couple of other Chinese guys run into the alley, they are wearing white t shirts and are surrounded by a blue halo. They disappear as the black riders on horses come through. Me and the two other friends hide behind a car.




The black riders ride past us and seem not to notice us and then they stop.




At a roof next to them another black rider flies in on his horse and the other two riders fly up their with their horses. It seems they are waiting for us. But that is when the dream ended.




Interpretation: How could I see those Chinese robes so clearly distinctly? Like why do I happen to be Chinese in this lifetime? Come to think of it, sometime in the dream someone said to me, "You're Chinese." Because this is not the first lifetime that I have been Chinese. Not by a fucking long shot.

The riders. ie I am middle aged. The riders is a symbol that one day death will come, I mean I am a lot closer to my eventual inevitable death, presumably, as a middle aged man than I ever was when I was say, a teenager or someone in their 20s.

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Dream: Saturday November 13, 2010



Outside of Police station of this town. A Police Officer says to me, "Don't complain if you are going to work. Don't bitch."





I was at a basement. It was very flooded. Someone in the bottom of the flooded basement as the floor was littered full of pop cans, he did something curious. He picked up the pop cans, did something so that there was air in it, either he shook it, inverted it, or whatever, after that he just pitched or threw the cans straight up in the water where they quickly floated to the surface, one can after another like that. As if he was a waterbottom farmer harvesting pop cans.

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Dream, Monday, November 15, 2010





Sitting on the steps with a Native man, talking. He was wearing a white plaid hunting jacket.

Later on in the day:

Sweet dream: I was thinking of the vertical stripes of the hockey Jersey red and white and then my mind flashed back to how I was a child in the early 70s, hockey jersey stripes and then this Abba song, Chiquitita:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4QqMKe3rwY

then I was weeping uncontrollably, but weeping with great happiness, nostalgia and joy. It was a sweet moment.

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Dream, Thursday, November 18, 2010





Previously, I this was to be classified or not written about at all because I am not queer: I was at an L shaped wall about waist height outside in the fields. I was taking a leak. Some guy comes up in front of me, hugs me and then rubs my ass with his hands. He then gives my ****** a stroke. I said angrily, "Why did you do that?!"
He said, "It's called affection."





I was at a Western Buddhist temple with Western Priests. I was sitting outside and waiting. I was waiting at the front yard sitting under a roofed pavilion, a tiny round pavilion with a triangular roof.
I looked next door, at the Thai temple next door. A brown Thai man was standing at the temple looking at me.




Later, I am with a friend sitting at ann outdoor alley street cafe with a railing.
A little girl about 5 years old comes up the path. I immediately recognize her as Nuu******. Nuu is an honorific which means 'mouse' used for little children. Nuu****** was one of my neighbours when I lived in Thailand.
I said hi to her and brushed her cheek. I brushed her cheek again with my fingers. Nuu ****** said something in Thai. There happened to be a young Thai lady right there next to me. I asked her what Nuu ****** said. The Thai lady translated, saying, "She said, "He called my name and touched my cheek. He always calls my name and touches my cheek.""



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Dream, Saturday, November 20, 2010





I was outside. There was a small house next to railroad tracks.
There is someone else in the house who telepaths to me that there is a tornado coming.





I run to the railroad tracks and check and indeed there is a tornado coming.






I run into the house and hide under the rafters under the stilted house.








I see the tornado, pass the house, I merely see a change of colour.

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Dream: Sunday, Novemeber 21, 2010





I was with my Christian cousin *******. We were at a meeting. He had to go somewhere else.



Later, at a party, there is a bunch of Chinese people in the room. A famous Chinese News reporter Cindy Lee, not real name, is there.
There is a man behind her. That is her husband. He is behind her, licking her neck and shaking his head from side to side fast, playfully, like a playful little dog.





Then I see him sitting at the table, and he has three eyes. I heard someone say, "Sapphy Lee is married to the man with three eyes."


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Dream,Friday, November 26, 2010

No illustrations.


In some room, an office. I say to the man sitting at the desk, "I know this is somewhere in the United States near Mexico. I am from Canada, not Vancouver, but farther up North, colder, snowier, ********** (name of my town not given)."


I was at a outdoor luncheon, a waiter with a tray of vegetables to my right. I scoop some vegetables onto my plate. I see a guy I recognized from earlier on in the dream. I say to him, "You were on Saturday Night Live last night."

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Dream, Saturday, Novemeber 27





Running across a field. I just ran out of a house. Now I am flying over the fields. A man is chasing me. I fly higher as the field turns into a series of hills but the man is still chasing me, firing a gun at me. At one point, he pointed the barrel right at me and said "Look at this!" As I saw the perfect round shape of the barrel and the round shape of the barrel hole. I flew up more hills, he was still running fast as a ghost can run and chasing me.




I then ran into some woods, a trail a stream. I look behind me. The man is still chasing me. Then some Natives riding on horses appear behind him. One of them, the leader, amongst others also, is holding a rope tied to a rock and swirling it around over their head like a lasso. They then throw it at the man chasing me, throwing it around his neck and bring him down.


Teleport to a room. A man lying on a bed. I am attending at his left side. I then intuit this was the man chasing me so I stab him vigorously with a ballpoint pen I just happened to be holding. I stab his face, one little round stab mark on the bridge of his nose between his eyes. That guy then transforms into actor Tim Roth. He wakes up. The stab mark is still there.

I say, "Sorry, sorry, sorry," As I am kissing his feet as he is now sitting. He is wearing those fancy dress shoes. I kiss the toes of his feet as he is wearing the dress shoes. I look up. That person who was Tim Roth whose feet I was kissing in apology has now transformed into a Native woman. I massage her hands but her hands had a weird clammy shape.

Then I see what is supposed to be the beginning of the "videotape program" that was the dream I just had what I am describing to you now on a television. A Native man wearing a white cowboy shirt with those cowboy rodeo embroidery designs was riding down Times Square in New York on a horse and, he was also twirling a rope tied to a rock over his head like a lasso.


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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Dream voice: "Just because we work for the government you probably think that we are Communists, but remember this was not always a Left Wing government. This was once a Right Wing government."


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Dream, Thursday, December 2, 2010


I was in a hall. I taught people around me the word tardive diskinesia. "Say tard, then ivv, then dis, then say kinesia." The old men sitting around me at the hall were delighted to be taught that word.

I was going to leave but I had to say goodbye to the three girls Stacey, Tracey and Lisa before I left. The three girls were sitting with their backs to the wall, a West facing wall with a window. I went out into the street. Hastings and Dunlevy Streets. I flew expertly to the West on Hastings.

Later, I was on Main and Hastings. I had a pot pipe that looked exactly like a shot gun. I tried to get a toke from it when I saw the sight barrel glowing orange in one spot, I thought that was the pot within being lit. But I decided to put the realistic gun looking pot pipe into my knapsack in case the Police showed up and thought it was a real gun, I was thinking. I was going to cross the street going East across Main, thinking, if this pack is too heavy, I won't be able to fly. This pack will weigh me down. But with a crowded throng of people, I crossed the street as I saw one bus across the street outside the Royal Bank and one bus on my side of the street, to my left just about to cross the street.

Note: I do not give the name of the city unless it is specifically spoken or telepathed in the dream. I will be really spare and minimalist in naming the city. If you don't know what city the streets Hastings, Dunlevy, etc are in, that's not my problem. That's not important.

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